. . . "Suicide is not an act that is carried out lightly, and you and I will never know what left her feeling so bereft of hope (I suspect Johana's experience of the 2004 tsunami was a tipping point, but not the source of her despair).I find myself angry at those who have accused her of selfishness; to leave her daughter behind must have been one of the most difficult decisions she could ever have made," .