I am different, and must learn to like my own company first enjoy being alone except it, and magically over time things changed they will never be like other people, never like in the movies, never like you would want it, but better.I have a loving wife of 17years and a 12yr old son, my wife has a huge family that I love, and I still feel alone, but less.I am 47 years old, had a miserable childhoo