I make the odd crappy dish (like the first thing I ever made for my husband and didn???t have any time at all and only had shitty knives and pots and pans, and the kitchen was a mess, and I was so nervous, and my dish sucked so bad, and I was so embarassed oh my god), and I still sometimes have to throw things away and start from scratch, but I???ve never had to deal with the hand-wringing, anxiet