And FYI???a few years ago, I felt the exact same way as you, but then was lucky enough to find a handful of specialists who taught me about this highly complex condition???if you have doubts that autism is a medical condition that is ignored by mainstream medicine, watch this link: <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wa4wDqyfIqY">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wa4wDqyfIqY</a> It???s only about 3 minutes long.