| http://www.w3.org/ns/prov#value | - this is the stage i am at, i have rationallised and intellectualised what happened but yet still cannot face dealing wiht how my parents, brother, grandfathers and other hurt me in my childhood. i have steered well away from the core reasons and dealt with crisis upon crisis as i struggled to come to terms with it all at 18. i still struggle with any other emotion except anger and fear. i hide it
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